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And he said to me, “Take and eat it; it will make your stomach bitter, but in your mouth it will be sweet as honey.” And I took the little scroll from the hand of the angel and ate it. It was sweet as honey in my mouth, but when I had eaten it my stomach was made bitter. And I was told, “You must again prophesy about many peoples and nations and languages and kings.--vs.9-11Scrolls represent God's Word. The angel had a message for John. A message tasting sweet on the tongue but feeling bitter in the stomach. I wonder how many prophets felt this way about the words God put on their hearts to share with the people. I wonder how many preachers standing in the pulpit with tough words would rather remain nauseous than speak the difficult message.
Speaking tough words, delivering a hard message doesn't sit well with us. Neither does hearing one. We would rather put a fresh coat of paint over rotten wood than deal with what's causing the rot. I am learning feasting on God's Word can be as sweet as honey and other times it leaves me a bit sick at my stomach.
Those are the times I pay close attention to what God is revealing to me... in me. I ask Him to show me the root of my queasiness.
Search me, O God, and know my heart!I would rather be a bit uncomfortable for a moment as He reveals my grievous ways. For my discomfort leads to His everlasting way.
Try me and know my thoughts!
And see if there be any grievous way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting!--Psalm 139:23
Lord Jesus, I pray You would teach me to feast on Your Word,
to eat it and let it nourish my life, be the foundation on which I live.
I pray the possibility of uneasiness for a time would not keep me
from Your truth. Lead me in the everlasting Way.